I am a very independent person. I have been doing my own thing and getting my own way for as long as I can remember. I have been picking out my own outfits since before kindergarten and making my own lunch since the 3rd grade. My parents raised me to be a free thinking, self sufficient individual and I am. Currently, this is manifesting itself in my life as frustration.
I am frustrated because I am at home and when I am at home I don’t have any personal space. Literally, I don’t have any personal space. I don’t have a bedroom. My mom moved while I was away at school this year. I couldn’t come home to see the new house or help pack up the old house because of my crew schedule with the show. Because of this, I didn’t see the house until my mom had moved in and I came home for Christmas. It’s a really cool house and the location is great. I can walk to all the bars downtown which is fabulous. But after being here for almost two weeks, I have come to a conclusion. Not having any space that is mine makes me crazy. I feel like I can’t escape to any place where no one can bug me.
Recently, all I’ve wanted to do is be alone with my thoughts and it pisses me off to no end that I can’t. Maybe I’m just being overly dramatic. I can’t tell. I don’t live at home for 3/4 of the year so having to be back under my mother’s watch is also annoying despite her being really chill about what I do.
All I want is a little bit of privacy. Also, if anyone is confused about the title of this post look below. All will be revealed.
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